Just saw some pics of you today id never seen, and seeing your smile really make me cry. Because I miss it so much. You always told me you were proud of me, and how I got through things. There isnt any love better than a proud big brothers love, and im so lucky I had that. Even though we didnt see much of each other sometimes, you were always on my mind and you will be for aslong as I live. I was convinced that I wouldnt be able to put my brave face on anymore now you arnt here. But you are here, right in my heart and I know you wouldnt want to see my cry, you would want me to hold my head high, like I did for you. I feel your presence wherever I go, I feel like your watching over me. When I get upset and cry, I suddenly remember happy times and sometimes I end up smiling at thoughts of the things we used to do together. Its helped me so much that I have so many happy memories of you, im really really lucky to have had a brother like you Kevin. No-one can or ever will replace you, you were one in a million. Im just thankful you were here at all, because sometimes I dont think I would have got through life without you and only you and me know why. We see things they'll never see. Miss you so much big bro, and love you more than you could ever have imagined. Going to make you proud. Your little sis x x x x x