Each day your gone its harder to deal with Kevin. I know you wouldnt want me to be upset, you always hated to see me cry. But I just dont think I want to accept your gone. I think about you in everything that I do, and then I have to remind myself your gone. Sometimes I talk about you like your still here, only to remember... It hurts so much and I dont know how to deal with it. Im just happy the suffering is over for you Big Bro, and hope that your happy where u are. Remember life is not the same without you, and I love you so much x x x x x x x x x