I used to love getting letters from you Kevin, you always doodle round the edges and say nice things. Sometimes id get poems, sometimes youd be asking how I was - but everytime it was apparent how much you loved and cared for me, and im so glad ive got them - they always made me smile and cry, so proud of having such a wonderful Big Bro. Heres one: "Dear Sis, Ma pretty little darling, you shine like an angel from above, Brighter than the light in heaven, Surrounding us all with love. Even when theres nowhere for me to go, so tired, cold and lonely, The warmth in my heart will always stay, cause I just think about you and hope, Your safe, happy and overall ok ma little golden star. I thank god for sending down a very special little Beautiful sister. Your only one of many, just remember the good times with big bro, not the drunken times in the past. Dont be sad, be happy and it will keep me happy. Hold your head up high, 'as you do' Wipe away those tears for all the times I was a drunk, And lost years we have not spent good times together You'll get your big bro back Lots of love Your Big Bro x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x" I posted this on my Bebo Blog, when you had got back on your feet. I wrote how proud I was of you and how the world is a much better place with you here. Now youve been taken away, and I can only hope its because you were too good for this world. Love you more than you could ever have imagined Big Bro xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx