Oh Big Bro I miss you more today than I did yesterday, but not as much as I will tomorrow :( The Past few days ive realised just how much you helped me and my self confidence. You always had faith in me, always made me feel good about myself. You never belittled me. Taught me to be proud of who I am. Now im alone without you. You know the stuff we used to talk about, that no-one else knew. We understood each other. We were a team, and we believed in each other. We had that secret smile. Well now your gone, ive no-one to back me up. No-one who understands me the way you did. I dont think I can fight for myself anymore. When you were here id stand tall and feel proud that my big bro was so proud of me...your not here now. I need to hear it big bro. Im Losing myself. I just wish I could see you again, you were and always will be my soulmate but I really need you. I love you so much, and I dont think anyone really sees how much missing you is affecting me. Im dying inside. Im hurting so bad. I love you so much big bro xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx