Ive been so busy recently with hospital visits, looking after Brodie & preparing for Sophia coming, but the past few days I just cant get you out my head big bro. I miss you so much and it hurts me to think about you, but I cant stop. Sometimes I think it would be easier if I could just forget you, but then id forget all the amazing memories too. I just wish you were here to see Brodie grow up and Lynelle preparing for her wedding and to hold Sophia for the first time. Its all these things that every brother should be able to do. I just cant accept ill never see you again big bro. I love you always and forever xxxxx