Its coming up to one year since you died. Life just doesnt feel the same without you hear. If it wasnt for my baby girl, Im not sure how I would have managed. Life with you hear was painful aswell, dont get me wrong. All I wanted to do was help, and it was hard when I couldnt. But its unimaginable how much hurt I feel knowing I will never look into your mysterious eyes, or hear your voice or have a big bro hug. It hurts, I miss you. It shouldnt have been you, you deserved better big bro I love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx